New Year=New Problems.

It's late, I know- I've Been Busy.

* Note : This is a new blog my old blog was www.beforethestormafterthepain.blogspot.com  . A girl started stealing all my ideas, so I made a new one where she couldn't reach me. I assure you she'll find this one too. But hey, can't blame a girl for trying !*

Happy New Year Everyone.

I can't believe it's already 2010. Time flies by so fast, it barley gives you a time to catch your breath.
I thought that all my problems would be gone within the New Year, I thought it could be a chance to start all over. I realized that it doesn't go like that. Your problems follow you, untill you fix them, even then some problems are un-fixable so they go with you untill you eventually forget about them. But still - I love the way the New Year makes me feel. It almost makes me feel like magic, like anything can happen : Like the world is filled with miracles. I finally opened my eyes and saw why. The feeling I , myself, was trying to tell myself : I can make these miracles happen, I can do anything I set my mind to. What's really stoping me from setting y goals and achieving them? Really think about it, nothing is. Nothing at all. My normal goal is ( and always will  be) To have music as my ultimate path in life. ( For it to be my carrer) What I thought was stoping me was stupid bullies. But , Really , what can they do? They'll try to stop you- but they can never succed if you don't let them get to you. What I choose to see is : 'Haters Make You Famous'. That qoute is so true. Loving or Hating - It's still an obssesion. Either way, you want to know everything you can about that person.
         Well, instead of blabbing on I might aswell get to the point. I'm going to do what I want, and not let anyone stop me.

New Years Top 20

001. To get my music noticed

002. To lose at least 10 pounds with the help of my personal trainer.

003. To become more responsible.

004. To help my mom around the house more.

005. To spend time with my family- after all, friends may come and go but family is forever.

006. To get a job.

007. To get even better marks.

008. TO GET INTO MMC

009. To go to europe this summer.

010. Start saving up for my Dream Car.- Don't care Ryna, I love it.

011. To be nice to everyone- almost everyone at least.

012. To change my style to Rocker Chic.

013. To make music to ALL my lyrics.

014.To not take everything so personally.

015. Win the two awards at the Winnipeg Music Festival.

016. To stop over-thinking.

017. To bake more.

018. Get my eyebrows done.

019. To decorate my room into my dream room.

020. To have as much fun as possible : Your only a teen once.

My New Style:

My Dream Car (SHUT UP RYNA.) :

It's SO CUTE.