I pray for an escape tonight - Mariya Hentosh

She was beautiful, intelligent , everything a real guy could ask for

when I say real I mean none of those fake bastards

But even them, not in thier wildest dreams could they ever even think

of hooking up with this talented angel .

Her beauty was outstanding ,unbelievble, a true gift and a nightmare

because she was so beautiful her stepdad had to treat her like her mother

But she held it in , bottled deep inside, no one ever knew of her dark friday nights

when people asked her about the bruises on her body she said she must have feel

during her pillates.

[ So I pray for an escape tonight
but each morning I wake up with no sunlight
Seems like no one can hear my screams
seems like none can see the tears that leak
Seems like i'm alone in this cold world
So I Pray for an escape tonight ]

No one bothered to ask, because, how could such a pretty girl with such an amazing smile

have anything to hide or to be afriad of.

They said she had it made with her 99% average

they said her artistic ability could lead her a long way.

I guess they never even thought about what she does at night

when she hides underneath her covers praying to god that he would kill her

so she wouldn't have to live another lie and pretend

but everynight she would wonder why god didn't listen

she just thought she wasn't worthy oh his attention

[ So I pray for an escape tonight
but each morning I wake up with no sunlight
Seems like no one can hear my screams
Seems like none can see the tears that leak
Seems like i'm alone in this cold world
So I Pray for an escape tonight ]

so she told god " if i can't catch your eye than i guess i'll do anything i can to"

she got on the bad side of life and now her 99% average is a 49.2

shes into meth, cocaine anything you want , that girls got it .

she starves herself, binges and cries.

but every single night her stepdad comes

and she prays and prays but it seems no one will hear her .

so one day she wonders if someone will hear a gunshot..

[ So I pray for an escape tonight
but each morning I wake with no sunlight
Seems like no one can hear my screams
seems like none can see the tears the leak
Seems like i'm alone in this cold world
So I Pray for an escape tonight ]

she waits behind her parents bedroom door

and as soon as it opens she pulls the triger

but who does she see lying on the floor bleeding

her mother with tears of blood shes weeping.

She drops to here knees and asks god why he did this

but she realizes its not gods fault, he didn't fire the gun

he didn't choose not to tell anyone about her step father

she takes the gun to her mouth, " this is what I deserve for staying quiet " she says

and pulls the trigger and lands ontop of her dead mother.

[ So I pray for an escape tonight
but each morning I wake up with no sunlight
Seems like no one can hear my screams
seems like none can see the tears the leak
Seems like i'm alone in this cold world
So I Pray for an escape tonight ]