what i am doing instead of finishing the rest of my homework.

I want that momment, you know .. that one single momment that you have with the perfect person. I don't literally mean the perfect person , I mean the person you find perfect. You can find flaws in that person, and there sure as hell are things that you find annoying, but you would never ever change a thing about that person. I just want one single momment with a person, the perfect momment that I will remember for the rest of my life. Just one kiss. I want to feel so comfortable with that person I could burp ( not that I will ) but i'd like to know the fact that if I did, it wouldn't matter. I want to be young, alive, inlove and not worrying about a thing. I want to just fall and know that that person will catch me. I want to cry and know that he will wipe my tears  away. I want to know when people tear me down, he'll build me up again. I just want someone to hold me and never want to let go. But when the momment comes when he has to let me go, he'll do it with grace and he'll know that what we had was real and nothing lasts forever, and he will look me in the eyes , kiss me one last time and just say goodbye. As simple as that, as heartbreaking as that, but so I know that it's over. It won't be effortless for him, it will be the hardest thing he has had to do, but he'll do it because even if our feelings are gone, he still cares about me, and he cares so much he will leave me. When we run into eachother when were older, we'll smile and catch up, our times will come and flood through our minds, but we will let them be and walk away with a smile. He'll say he loves me and he'll mean it there,now and far off into the future- because once you loved a person you'll never stop. Love isn't easy, hell no, but we made it work even if we spent all night arguing , we made up and kissed it better. Even if that's all in the past - hed still love me ..

& that's exactly what I want.